met my bruddies on sun. dined, sang and had supper.
wah i think my bangs are not very straight, i'll go balance it tomorrow morning before sch ;D

camp briefing yesterday, came home at 12+.
felt tired, ponned sch today cause quintuple B influenced me.
slept till shiokkk, went to sch's swimming pool only to get chased out cause i wasn't wearing trunks. wtf!!!
crashed jap lecture, reopend my ear holes, studied with ian ben & quintuple B, hahaha more like we talked all the way. hahahhaah.

shit la, tomorrow MUST STUDY. damn my earpiece is spoilt =/ bad timing to spoil sia is god telling me not to study hahahaha.

i'm abit high this few days with ben and quintuple B. rofl. both my best friends in sch.
hahahhahaha.

oh yes, my family is away for almost a week.
dang i've to wash my clothes tmrrrrr. and no one to wake me up. haiz
who wanan come my house and play with me?(: LOLLL.
ILL WELCOME ANY STUDY+SLEEPOVERS JUST TELL ME KKKKKK.

ahhhh. why must they be gone during exam period. if only it's holidays...

I bought a ralph lauren blue label cologne at taka last night @ $133
just a few minutes ago, i saw it selling online @ around $60 SGD.

-F.M.L-

Congratulations. I got into OTC and i ought to be delighted, but i can't. some of my friends whom i care about didn't get in, argh. Please appeal, please.

I'm mentally and physically exhuasted now, i don't know how to handle some situations in my life. Exams are around the corner, and my studies are going haywire and - idk, i knew this will happen, that's why i want to keep it implicit but now, i think i just lost a friend after what i've done.

Screw this, i really wish i can revert time and i really wish i can console my friends.

I'll need to sleep early today, good night.

2nd entry for today but i think this deserves to be posted





First off, that's not me. HAHA.
Ok he's rain and i always yucks @ comments which says that he's hot but now it seems like my mind is forced to accept a change.
Look at the 1st pic and look at the 3rd pic.
5 hours of martial arts training, an hour of total-fitness workout a day for 6 mths, that is the result.
he's really fucking hot and i'm not being gay.



OK I'M DAMN DAMN MOTIVATED TO GYM MORE OFTEN NOW ^^

Today, i am sad. crestfallen? dejected? depressed? no i'm just sad.
mainly cuz of some incident in school plus i sorta screwed my jap presentation due to the lack of time, and i think i wasn't composed enough. fuck that.

In hindsight, an insight was sighted (lol@the rhyme) ,which probably taught me not to retain any personal inclination towards anything in the future anymore, unless i know it's not just a one-sided one. maybe because the cruelty of reality will sink in deep and hit you hard, especially after that very inclination has developed into something that's been difficult to detach from your mind after months of compounding. Blame me on my poor experience, almost 19 and i'm still a greenhorn hahhahaa. okay enough.

-Streaming results were out yesterday, i got into my primary choice quite expectedly , so next year i'll be pursuing a diploma in business.
-Business stastictics test tomorrow, i hope i can push myself to study later.
-Soccer after school tomorrow, hoho i'm looking to that! let's pray the rain doesn't spoil the fun.

Tonight will be difficult to fall asleep.

Felt better already after being sick for 4 days, and finally headed to the gym! although i still have like 1kg of fucking phlegm refusing to leave my throat. damn it.
was damn weak though, couldn't lift much weights but yay no more guilt in my mind now.

School sucked today, cause i didn't have the needed concentration to be attentive, which means day wasted due to insufficient sleep last night. Ah, i need to study soon, maybe this sun i'll start!

Course Streaming today, in the end i opted for a diploma in business, but i'm ambivalent about my decision because i'm not really interested in any of the 7 electives available.
But then again, i think i wouldn't have felt better if i were to choose any of the other 2 viable options, namely marketing and logistics.
I hate being made to choose, anyone who knows me well would agree i guess ):


Long day tomorrow in sch, let's see, 9 to 9? LOL. including gym hours.
okay goodnight world, soon.



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